Why am I doing it?

Today I am not bringing one Bible meditation but something that God spoke to me Sunday when I was getting ready to go to church.

I have being posting every Tuesday my meditaions for over 2 or 3 months now and God just asked me:

"Are you posting just for the sake of doing it or are you really applying what I am speaking to you?"

That beated me very strong and deep.

It is true, every Tuesday I post a meditation that God brings to me but, honestly, what am I doing with it?

Just posting and that is it or am I really applying it to my life as that is the true purpose of it?

Am I really applying what He is telling me to do / be, or just posting there because is my day and I need / must to it?

I decided to read all my meditations, because I saved them all so I will be able to do it, and see why God spoke to me this.

Maybe He told me to do something that I did not do, maybe He told me to stop doing something that I did not stop or maybe He told me to be more and I am not yet.

I understood clearly that the purpose of the meditation, the reason God invests in me speaking to me is to change me, mold me make me more like Him, for me to have His mind, His dreams, His will, but if I hear Him and do not run to do it, to put in to practice, what is the point of Him speaking to me?

I do not want to stop hearing Him, that is for sure.

I hope that this can help someone else as helped me.